Dream! It's HER!!!
I dreamed of her yesterday nite. = ) For the first time! And.. It's a nice sweet dream ever. In the dream, she quarrelled with her sister. Saddness filled her heart, tears flow from her gentle eyes. I hugged her~ and said, "Everything's gonna be okay.." I can't believe that, I reali do got the feelings of hugging in the dream itself. It's true! The feeling was so real.. Real till i didn't wanted to get up. =p And, we just stood there hugging each other. (**Luckily she nv reject me in the dream) It's just like a fairytale, nobody was there, just the two of us.. and.. BOO!! the dream's over. Happy moments just dun last long enough.. How i wish i can get the same old dream evey nite. =)
Devoted Guardian Angel~
Was messaging with my fren jus now, and we came across some stuffs. my frenz asked me do i still like the girl?? of cos i do.. and i'll nv fail to do so.. it's been almost 2yrs since i falled in love again.. and, i reali do want to be with her. However, things doesnt just go ur way sometimes. self-made chocolate, a winnie e pooh bear, birthday card, etc.. being dumped into rubbish bin each and everytime I couldn't meet her. Throughout this 2yrs, hopes just keep demolished and revived, but, my heart still didn't change for her. I guess that's what u called "loving a person stupidly" Hahahas..=D I told my fren, "I think I like her to the extend that, even if she does find another bf, i will still love her whole heartedly." HELLO!! "Is that reali what STEVEN GOH WEE KHIANG said himself???" Hahahas.. It's true.. = ) I do!
Some of you might be wondering.. y so long still cant be together with her? Well.. I also dunno why. Hahas.. God just ain't good to me nor her. I think she's afraid of me.. =D Cos, there were so many times i asked her out. For movies, meal, etc.. But, she's seems to be held up everytime. I think Im scaring her~ hahahas=D I even tired to ask whether wan to go home together.. as in, i acc her home.. but.. still got rejected. Hahas..=D Hmm.. oh yah! We oni went out once! that's all! and, she even insisted not to send her home. =D Funny girl right.. Am i reali dat scary? Perhaps, the way i showed my love.. isn't the way she wanted. Let's just hope one day my dear frenz(god) can give me a hand bah. = )
Alright.. enough of updates, I gonna go slp~ and pray hard I get the same dream again!
