Birthday Celebration!
Alright.. Steven has finally became the age of 19 le.. hahahas.. Hmm.. Had a great time yesterday with all his close friends and brothers.. thanks for everything guys! I love everything u all had gave and.. I hope u did enjoy urself yesterday night.. And also.. thanks for turning up for the party.. hahas.. =D Words simply can express all my thoughts and feelings.. =D

Birthday feelings..
K.. Steven isn't feeling good during his actual birthday.. y? It simple.. juz put urself into Steven's shoe.. alright.. den.. imagine someone that is so damn god important to you.. and.. he/she forgotten about your birthday.. hahas.. how does if feel? Sad? Heartache? Lonely? There's what exactly Steven was feeling at dat moment.. and.. Steven didnt reali blame her.. oni can blame himself of not reminding her about it.. = )

Qns all over..
Yesterday during my post birthday celebration, i'm required to give a speech to everyone and answer all questions from them.. hahas.. the toughest questions:

Qns: Do you have a girl in mind?
Ans: Yes!

Qns: What you wish about the relationship?
Ans: Basically, its a one sided love, I think she had fallen in love with other guy. As long as she find her happiness, I'm happy for her.. = )

Steven hasn't been blogging for the passed few days.. well.. he's having an terrible emo period.. Everyday is a sad day for him.. dunno what.. he was confused by many things.. many many things.. Well.. doesn't mean he is back at blogging means he is fine already. He juz wanted to say something to his blog.. cos.. having it kept inside his heart.. causes heartache and depressions.

Alright.. Steven has this rare concept for relationship.. U might find it pretty silly and stupid to hear his situation. Well.. Basically, Steven fell in love with a girl.. but.. he's juz a dumbass la.. scared here and scared there.. Firstly.. He doesn't have much confidence in himself..(as u can read from the previous entry) Because of that.. he gt this idea of "sure break up" and because of this idea.. he is scared.. he scared dat he might lose the girl he loves after getting on relationship with her.. "what a joke!?" dat muz have come across your mind now right.. Bt.. Steven reali do xperience this.. exactly! he's a dumbass! What ridiculous thing abt it was.. at the same time when he is scared and therefore didn't expressed himself, he scared of the girl he love.. fall in love with another guy.. leaving him in deep sadness. "what a joke!?" that's what come to ur mind again right..?

Steven has been crying this few days.. without anyone knowing.. without anyone realising it.. while he's working today.. suddenly thought of those situation.. he cried.. and passerby stared at him.. well.. he acted as if he is yawning.. Steven has been wearing different kind of mask in front of his frenz.. hiding his truth sadness and depress inside heart..

It hurts.. it reali hurts..