Love & Confidence

Have you ever think of someone and all of a sudden, you felt aches on your heart? Maybe because, this person you're thinking about, is so much important to you and they don't realised it. How to you want him/her to know your feelings? Just by telling him/her?? It comes down to what level of confidence you have. Some people with lots of self-confidence, they manage to express their feelings without much obstacles. Well, what about the rest who doesn't? They just hope one day, they can be like the people with lots of self-confidence, so as to express their feelings to the one they truely love.

Sometime, I felt so jealous to see couples walking pass me.. enjoy every single moment together. Shouldn't had said jealous, should be envy. Its human nature afterall. What people have and you don't have, you tend envy them. Human beings are funny creature. Don't you think so? They're are borned with the knowledge of knowing love is hurtful sometime. But, why do people still love? It really doesn't make sense. Its like, you know it will kill you, but you still want to try. perhaps, they don't call love the greatest emotion for nothing! = )

Thought Of The Day
“Sometimes we need to hold our head high, blink back the tears , and just say GOOD-BYE.”

Lazy Pig.. You know.. Crazy pig loves you?

Back To School

Once again, school reopens.. = ) Well, isn't really tired of going to school.. felt kind of great going back.. maybe because yesterday I passed my lesson5 ba.. happy till now.. Anyway.. This morning, conicidentally met Linda on bus88. And she's freaking worried about being late to school. Hahas.. =D

One of the conversation between us.
Linda: "Do you have to sit so far away from me? As if I'll eat you up."
Me: "No lah.. Its just that.. I kind of like.. have a small butt, that's all!"

Well.. We reached pasir ris interchange around 8.25am. She suggested to take a cab to school as she's late(She meeting her friends at 8.20am in school). I suited her suggestion.. and boarded a cab with her loh.. I wanted to share the cab fare with her.. but she insist of paying.. sianz~ Hahas..=D Anyway.. thanks!

Waste Time Waste Money

Disappointing! 3p.m in the afternoon finished school. On my way home, i thought of rushing to SSDC to make my Provisional Driving Licence(PDL). Immediately after I alighted the bus, i ran home like some crazy monkeys just to take the my score sheet and theory test result. I took a cab.. and that stupid uncle took such a long way to SSDC. Spent around $8 on cab fare. This matter still okie.. Worst case coming up. I took a queue number and waited like dog.. Finally! they called me.. guess what? their system were down and couldn't carry out any registration. So unlucky right.. damn it! can't believe such things happened to me. Sianz~ Thereafter, I waited for Melvin & ChunSiang for their prac. I watched their riding skills.. Well.. kind of happy for them.. Cos they realli did quite well.. though beginning still overshot the stop line. but, as the lesson carry on, they became better and better. *3 Cheers for them!!!

Naughty Oscar

Hahas..=D Melvin, ChunSiang & I-Chieh today went to work AVA. Guess what? they used the Oscar mascot to shoot some funny videoclips! It was damn funny and I laughed like some crazy dog! I couldn't upload the video.. If you're curious what the video looks like.. Feel free to approach me and I'll show it to you.. = )

Thought Of The Day
"You can't see the light in others until you see it in yourself. Once you see it in yourself, there is no one in whom you do not see the light. It does not matter if they see it or not. You know it's there. And it is the light you address when you speak to them."

*CrazyPig misses LazyPig*

ATC

Finally!! I'm back from Adventure Training Camp(ATC) le.. what a super relief!! Before camp I was like damn stress and lost loh.. = ) Luckily.. Everything went on smoothly for me.. *A good pat on the back* Alright.. I gave myself 7/10 marks for my performance as an instructor ba.. Why?? This year ATC is reali a special one.. I got to hear from my own cadets saying "Sir, my group mate said you're good!", "Sir, my friends said how they wish they can be in your group.". This was what one of my group camper wrote for me on his blog..

"Steven-yoyoyo!!you special leh!!i use diffferent colour for your commemts!!haha!!touch right?ok..to be really honest..you are really a nice instructor..you don scold us or anything..you had really motivated all of us and really gave good and honest remarks on us..all of us like you alot..just want to represent the whole puma squad to say a BIG THANK YOU!!touched right?haha..all the best and always remain happy and cute!!jia you!! "

After reading it.. I felt reali touched and motivated.. It makes me juz want to commit even more to Npcc. Watch this kids grow up from a sec2 cadets.. to a capable CI. Its reali nice to receive good comments from people.. Don't you tink so? Hahahas.. Thanks Puma!! (Puma was my group name) Thanks for following my instructions and ur full cooperation. = )

Class 2B Lesson 5!!!

Finally again!! I passed my Lesson5.. Oh my god.. so damn happy la.. failed 2 times and finally make it.. wahahas.. for dat moment.. i think i'm the world most happiest person!! 8 points demerit only.. so shiok!! another step closer to my dream.. wahahas..=D

Thought Of the Day
"Instead of saying 'It is not that easy", why not say 'it is not that difficult'."

What A Day!!!

Hmm.. I failed my lesson 5 again.. but.. this time.. managed to escape with no immediate failure.. = ) unlike the previous lesson. Though felt little bit disappointed.. But still have to continue to work harder towards my goal ba! hahas..=D Can't because I failed 2 times means "its the end" right.. = ) Gonna work even harder from now on.. I know I still got plenty of rooms for improvement.. Complacency doesn't help! All the way! Stevie!

Unfortunate news..

Yup.. For you guys reading my blog.. I got a veri sad news to inform you guys.. hahas..=D I'm going Adventure Training Camp(ATC) tomorrow at Ubin. Hahas..=D First time we Npcc campsite as an Instructor.. Hmm.. Now feeling quite lost ba.. cos.. all the meetings and plannings for the camp.. I'm not involved due to work. Then just now I read the proposals sent by PengSiong, I was damn shocked lah.. the camp coordinator like think I'm superman lei.. dun need slp one.. Put me on Sentry duties on the first night from 12a.m to 6a.m Hahas..=D Being a instructor ain't easy too man.. Haiz.. anyway.. Hope I dun die there la.. Muz come back in one pierce. = )

Thought Of The Day
"Love the heart that hurts you, but never hurt the heart that loves you."

Class 2B Lesson 5

Oh my god.. So disappointed with myself.. I failed lesson 5!!! 2 immediate failure and 42 demerit points!!! what a joke?? Even though I attended a earlier circuit revision also not use.. Narrow plank arh.. why dropped?? Narrow plank isn't a difficult one in my lesson 3 loh.. haiz.. damn disappointed with myself la.. Hope later 12.45p.m de repeat lesson 5 can do properly lo.. If not.. I'm gonna sad like hell again.. >.< Notty!! hahas..=D Fun riding with him!! Reali looking forward to riding with the rest of them.. = )

Sudden Gathering

Alright.. After my practical lesson, Guangyao called me and suddenly have the urge to eat steamboat. In the end.. didn't managed to get a real steamboat meal, but a Seoul Garden meal instead. GuangYao, Melvin, ChuanYuan & me.. the four of us went over to tampines mall to makan lor.. hahas..=D damn full.. after which, Chunsiang came over to meet us and we went over to AngMoKio for some gathering with RivervaleMall de Kimage's staffs. Initially, one of the staff wanted to treat us some porridges la.. but then.. we were too full.. =D anyway.. thanks for the drinks la.. even though the uncle ordered wrongly for me and Chunsiang.

Thoughts of the Day..
"Love is like a flower. It springs from a small seed, develops roots that become embedded in our hearts and then sends forth blossoms, each containing a petal or more which makes this concept even more artistic."


*You know.. I miss you?

Coke Light Sampling


Hmm.. today was yet another tiring day for me. >.< GuangYao, Melvin, Rechel, ChunSiang and I-Chieh, at East Coast Park. Weather isn't good? Perhaps, someone isn't feeling good today? hahas..=D Who knows? Anyway.. Enjoyed ourselves with all the funny and lame stuffs that we had done during the working progress. *LOL

Hmmm.. After work, managed to grab some delicious seafoods at a nearby hawker center. On our way home, we talks about the past. And.. come to think of it.. there's really many funny memories left behind us. Ask yourself this question, "When is the last time you wear a school uniform with a bunch of friends, window shopping at a nearby shopping mall?" hahas..=D "Mall marathon" that's what my teacher said about us. *LOL I missed secondary school days..

Thought Of The Day

"It takes a second to fall in love with someone but it takes a lifetime to forget the one you love.."

Punggol NPCC Annual Camp

Alright.. juz came back from school camp. This year de camp was the most slack one for me.. hahahas.. first time can sleep till 10+ and woke up by myself. Hey! its reali slack lor! who can get so much sleep during a NPCC camp??? hahas.. me, weikang and daniel got it! wahahas.. Hmm.. first day wasn't bad.. managed to help out in the rope obstacles course and team challenges. Second day leh.. hahas.. play wrestlings with Shih han and weikang. haha.. i think.. whole of singapore.. we are the oni three CIs that u can find playing small kids stuff.. hahas.. Hmm.. Campers night not bad.. the NCOs and Campers came back with a song for the CIs.. Especially me! they purposely aimed at me.. well done.. cadet nowadays no government le.. hahhas.. of cos.. i didn't spoilt their day la.. what they wan to see.. i let them see lor.. wahahaha..