Are you a guy??

No confidence.. realli no confidence.. haiz.. sad lei.. if love is like running.. that will be super great! perhaps all my confidence are somewhere else lo.. Haiz.. Y I no confidence lei? Simply because.. I juz think super lowly of myself ba.. (though i always claim i'm the most handsome guy, its juz some craps to console myself..)

Case Story no.1

dere used to be a girl.. who possessed the beauty, knowledge and popularity.. who dun wan such girl to be ur gf rite.. hahaa.. well.. i thank god for giving me the opportunities to be together with her.. Well.. at least for a period of time.. Alright.. beginning was great.. everything was fine.. But den.. its always me.. lack of confidence.. I always thought that i'm not suitable for her.. she's such a perfect person and me? hahas.. not even worth speaking.. cos of dat.. the relationship failed.. hahaa..

Case Story no.2

Ya.. u muz be wondering y i so suay right.. alright.. this another girl.. she also veri smart.. beautiful.. and caring.. oh my god.. again.. who dun wan this kind of gf right? Well.. i was damn stupid at that time la.. cos of the Case Story no.1 girl.. I still cant managed to let her go.. and some more at that time.. i reali cant find any confidence to be together with the case Story no.2 girl.. i know i'm quite a failure la.. bt den.. if u're in my situation.. u'll understand.. i missed the opportunities of the Case Story no.2 girl.. haiz.. super sad lo..

Sometime.. I realli wanna knock the wall with my head lo.. dunno what the hell I'm doing.. -__- can someone please enlighten me?? I wan my confidence back!



Or perhaps.. I should juz hide at a corner.. watching ur back.. loving u secretly.. making sure nothing goes wrong for you.. will that be the best??

Time Machine

Do you need a time machine? I think I really do.. Why? Maybe because.. there are too many things in the past that I've regretted not doing and doing it.. So many things that I've missed.. And so many times when fate play a fool with me.. *_* In life, we tend to take things for granted.. its only when u lost it, den u realised how much it really means to you. Hahas.. This phrase is so popular lor.. I think every single one of us agree ba.. Since most of us does that.. = ) Well.. we're human beings afterall.. what we can really do is not juz sit at one corner and cry.. but to continue to work hard in order to get the things you lost back. For example.. u might had missed a precious opportunities to be together with someone you love.. and now u wished to be with that person again.. What to do? It depends.. maybe that person is still in love with you.. and things will turn out well again for you.. However.. if that person no longer loves you.. It might be a tough time getting he/she back again..

Sometimes, even though u loved a person.. its not necessary to be together with him/her. As long as you keep him/her in your heart.. giving all out to protect her.. and he/she is happy living.. that's enough.. Like what i always tell people.. "If its yours, its yours. If it doesn't, no matter how hard you try.. It still never be yours."

Guangyao's Birthday

Alright.. this year Guangyao birthday celebration awere divided into two parts. Let's talk about the first part lo. Ok.. An advanced celebration was held on 21 April 2007 at Notty's house. We swim and bbq at the same time lo.. hahas.. it was reali the most enjoyable celebration this year la.. cos got swimming pool by the side.. hahahas.. we do tossed each other into the water with "sudden attack" and its was super scary to be carried around 2m above the ground and being tossed into the pool.. >.<

After singing birthday song for Guangyao, we managed to grab hold of him.. bought him up above our head.. and sang a special delicated birthday song to him again.. tossing him up and down.. before he end up in the pool again.. wahahas.. =D super fun! Alright, some of you might be curious what we bought for him right.. Ok.. we bought a 100ml Hugo Boss perfume, a Braun Buffel wallet, a DKNY Digital watch and also a $188 Hongbao.

The 2nd part of Guangyao birthday celebration was on the actual day itself, which is ytd la.. hahas.. we went to catch a movie that he had already watched the day before. Oh my god.. =D Anyway.. 200 Pounds Beauty isn't a bad movie.. not bad.. though the storyline quite plain.. but overall.. its funny and touching at the same time. And hor.. that "Jenny" character in the movie reali look like someone lor.. Specially when she smile and laugh.. wahz kao.. its reali damn similar lor.. Right melvin? -__-"

Anyway, wish this year will be a successful year for Me tan lor.. in addition.. hope he likes the present too.. = )

*Special thanks to Notty for e great support during Guangyao birthday. You're great!

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are powerful, passionate, and dominant.You have a vision of how things should be, and you do your best to make things happen.People rely on you for your strength. You are a rock to many. Underneath it all, you aren't so sure about your passions.So many ideas spark your interest, it is hard for you to get behind a select few.However, you see indecision as a sign of weakness. So you pursue your goals full force - no matter how foolish they turn out to be.

What's" the Part of You That No One Sees?

Your Hidden Talent

You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations.You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts.Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition.The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary.

What's" Your Hidden Talent?

You Are An INFJ

The Protector You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity. Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is. You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience. You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them. You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher.

What's Your Personality Type?

You Would Do Most Things For Love

You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values. Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love. But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question. No matter what, you love yourself the most!

Would You Do Anything For Love?